A lot of things have gone pretty nuts this year. At the same, so many good things have happened. This year has been more emotional than recent years.
Y’know that pang, that feeling of your chest tightening and exploding at the same time, like you’re about to burst into tears? I can’t tell if it’s because I’m so miserable or because other aspects of my life are so amazing that I can’t fathom that it’s happening to me. Or, even if I’m just breaking down from feeling so many strong emotions, constantly, alternating between the two extremes.
I don’t know what to make of it. I wonder how long it will take until this feeling goes away.
I thought you should know That it’s getting old With my good intentions flying out the window I’ll keep the shades closed I thought you should know From my tired bones That Sandra, I’ll be out of here by nightfall And you’ll push everyone away 'Til you have no one to call